27 jun night

now 10.30

i think he already dint love me

i very scare

what can i do

i massage him

he just reply me very cool word

i say

if u ntg say to me i go to sleep lo

he reply me o u just sleep la

last time he nt like that with me

i cry again

why i will cry

why ? why ? why ?

i cant stop crying

i try to do some thing

let me die let me pain

bt the pain let me know

i cant .. i cant die 1st

if nt he will go with another girl

bt i scare if i dint die

he also will go with another girl

i scare... i scare...i scare...

i love him very much

inside my brain now thinking about

he will abandom me anot

i just noe let self pain n cry now

im a stupid girl